Minggu, 30 Desember 2012

Sparks! :D

Yeah, tonight is New Year Eve!
  
" Oh New Year, why you come so fast..? "


Wish this New Year give the new me to be a better person..

*I love 13, my lucky number, so I think it's my time to SPARKS :D*

Rabu, 26 Desember 2012

Merry Christmas! :D

Hello all! 
I wanna say,

MERRY CHRISTMAS
everyone ♥

wish you have a wonderful Christmas :)
God bless you always!



"And man will live forevermore because of Christmas Day"
Jesus is born, no doomsday!! :)

Sabtu, 22 Desember 2012

My childhood on Christmas :)



Christmas is something that very close with everybody, especially for children. Christmas give many fantasies for children. Santa, gifts, toys, christmas tree, chocolate, snacks, and many more. Every child know Santa, the kind one in this world, who give many gifts to every child. 

Is it true that Santa does exist? 

When I went to home with my motorcycle, I was thinking about my childhood on Christmas. I can remember  and feel it :). When I was a child, I believe about Santa! This is the story...


My family have a tradition on Christmas, but it just exist when I was a child. Christmas is identic with socks. We hang up our socks and Santa will come to give something in our socks. In my childhood it was different, no socks, but shoes. At December 24th morning, I and my brother prepare for our shoe. We put our shoe in front of the door, then we collected grasses and put in the shoe. Done! Christmas eve came.. We both went to church. "Merry Christmas everybody! Merry Christmas! ....." celebrate it with the others. We went home.... We looked to our shoe, there was nothing, So we slept.... Good morning... My brother and me hasted go to see our shoe. And TARAA!! There was something! It was money. My mom ever said, "If you wake up at early morning, Santa will give you a gift at your shoe, but if you wake up late, Santa will bring it back!". That was the reason why I and my brother tried wake up in early morning on Christmas :D. At that time, I believed that it was from Santa, a real Santa (but the fact it was from my parents! hahaha). My family did it until I was in elementary school (4th grade, *because after that we grew up and know the fact, lol*). But this is the sense of Christmas, called childhood fantasies! "Santaa, please come to our home..". :)


The other activities when Christmas come, my family always did many things to prepare this glorious event. Every year, Christmas tree was always there in my living room. But this year, we haven't. A years ago, we still have a plastic Christmas tree. We have that tree since I was a baby, very long time! Before Christmas, my family made it together, decorated with lamp, trinkets, and stuffs. Because my family's tree has an old age, that tree can't be use again for a years ago... but, we have idea about bought a pine tree (real plant)! We decorate it, as usual. But at March or April after Christmas, the pine tree was fall and dead. When Christmas came again, we bought a pine tree again, and same with the preceding year, the tree was dead again. Hahaha. After that, I decide to make Christmas tree with myself for the next year. I made with cork, wire, green plastic, and paint. And the tree seen good :). But now, we don't have a tree. My mom asked me to buy a plant but not pine tree, then decorate it again. I agree with that idea, but we have no time for buy it. *sigh*. Except Christmas tree we also have Christmas cote, we also made it every year with Christmas tree :). Except those stuffs, we also put on a Christmas circle in front of our door. Ohh... so beautiful... :D


Christmas, I love it! 

Jumat, 21 Desember 2012

Mother's Day!


Today is Mother's Day! \(^o^)/

I LOVE YOU MOM :*

"I believe in love at first sight. Because I've been loving my Mom since I opened my eyes."





Melayani?


Sebenernya udah lama mau posting tentang ini, tapi belum kesampaian juga. Hahaha. Sekarang saatnya! Pumpung mau-maunya Natal

Melayani bukan suatu yang gampang dan bisa dilakukan semua orang. Melayani apa? Yang kumaksud disini melayani Tuhan. Lebih spesifik lagi, tentang Misdinar. Misdinar adalah putra-putri pelayan Altar yang tugasnya melayani dan membantu Romo saat berjalannya misa. Yang perlu diketahui dulu, seorang misdinar biasanya adalah anak-anak kelas 4 SD keatas yang sudah menerima komuni pertama. Faktor-faktor mereka menjadi misdinar ada beberapa macam seperti: keinginan sendiri, ingin melayani, disuruh orang tua, ingin menjadi romo, sampai ingin mejeng di depan juga bisa jadi salah satu motivasi. Seorang misdinar adalah anak-anak biasa, bukan anak-anak yang harus pintar, bukan anak-anak yang alim, bukan anak-anak yang bosan dirumah nggak ada kerjaan. Bukan berarti juga mereka nggak nakal dan nggak pernah mengumpat (bahasa surabaya-nya "meso"). Mereka hanya anak-anak biasa. Tapi satu yang menarik dari mereka adalah mau melayani. Nggak sedikit anak yang sudah terjun ke misdinar, ikut pelayanan, lalu keluar. Tapi tidak sedikit juga yang benar-benar setia, sebagai pelayan sejati :)
Mereka bukan anak-anak biasa. Kenapa?

1. Mereka rela bangun pagi-pagi, mandi (brrr) untuk melayani misa.
2. Setiap hari minggu, dimana anak-anak lain menonton doraemon, film kartun, dan sebagainya, mereka harus datang ke gereja dengan semangat latian (meskipun kadang ngantuk-ngantuk).
3. Mereka harus siap kapanpun saat mereka misa, untuk menggantikan misdinar yang nggak bisa datang.
4. Setiap mau misa besar, mencari sela-sela waktu setelah sekolah di sore hari untuk latihan dalam beberapa jam.

Kalau latian capek? Jelas. Dimarah-marahi? Jelas. Bosen? Jelas. Tapi mereka masih bertahan. Kenapa? Karena panggilan itu akan abadi dan melekat di hati. Secapek apapun, ya seneng-seneng aja, apalagi kalo ketemu sama temen-temen yang lain. Nggak sedikit juga orang tua yang bilang anaknya jadi berubah sejak masuk misdinar. Padahal yang tua-tua juga cuma ngajarin gimana melayani misa. Yah, mendidik juga sih sedikit-sedikit. Tapi mereka berubah pasti dari diri mereka sendiri, yang bisa lebih dewasa dengan jadi misdinar. :)


Wahhh... sebentar lagi Natal! Semangat melayani ya temen-temen misdinar! Jadilah pelayan yang selalu setiaaaa... :D


Hahaha, aku jadi kangen misdinar lagi :'), tapi sudah waktunya generasi baru, tugas kuliah juga padat. Fuhh~
Kalo umur ga nambah-nambah, pasti pingin trus :p





"meski jatuh, jalan terus.. :)"

from Adinda
for misdinar SS 

Senin, 17 Desember 2012

I do LOVE you.

Parent is the one who have loved us since we are born, since we opened our eyes for the first time. The one who always waiting us to grow up everyday. A thousand advices they gave to us, just to make us to be a good person. Nothing else. We, as a daughter and son, sometimes hate about their advices. Why? because we want to be free. But dear mom and dad, don't worry. Maybe you thought that I want that freedom so I can do all of my desire. "I'm not". I want to be free, because I want to increase my ability. What for? "For make you happy". You ever said that I always shy and don't have confidence to sing in front when I was young. But now, you can see that I can make your desire reached. You ever said that I can't make you proud, but now you said that you proud of me. To do those all, I need time. But maybe, I was wrong about manage it. You said that I didn't have any time for you. At home I just did eat, sleep, do homework. You said that I have changed. I'm not their daughter like a years ago. "When you was young, you always have time for us, watch tv together, laugh together, give a hug, share, go somewhere, help mom for cooking, etc.., but now you don't. You was too busy with your own work". 

....


What a deepest sorry for you, but all I did is my effort to make you proud of me :'(. I believe that you know about it. And I promise that I will give a time for our family, like a years ago. I still want to be your daughter, like a years ago. I will lessen my activities and never make you worry about me again. I love you mom, dad. You are my first, my last, and my everything. I will always miss you, like you miss me. 

because I do LOVE you. 

Selasa, 11 Desember 2012

Hakuna Matata!


Hakuna matata. It means “No worries”. –Rafiki (The Lion King 1½)

Hakuna Matata. These two words will solve all your problems. –Pumbaa (The Lion King)


No more Exams! yey! It's time to be free, although I must do some tasks. No matter. 

the most important is FREE form EXAMS. Aheeee *dance*

My Christmas is waiting ♥ Ah~

Nightmares.

Dream is really something for me. Something that could give me some hopes, some imaginations, and some fears. Some friends ever asked me, "Why you always got dream in your sleep? I though I never got a dream, if I did, I forgot it actually when I woke up". Those question made me asked for myself, why I had many dreams, and  in every my sleep, I got a dream. Since I was child, I surrounded by them. Sometimes I got a same dream in a different month or year. I mean, I got dreams with a "same" story twice for a year. Some of my dream that I ever had, I still remember. Remember how it feel and how the story was. These all that made me why I so fanatic and sensitive with dreams.

A question from me: "Why can I remember my dream for 3 months ago, but why can't I remember what my teachers said yesterday??"  superLOL.

Back to the topic. Nightmares. Nightmare is a bad dream, really bad dream. I got nightmares for a few days ago. It happened after I got an accident. Two days with different nightmare, but have same points. Fears, tense, and lost.

In my first dream, there was my friend who told me to see about mortuary. He told me to feel how if we died and he told me to touch and make a conversation with them (corpse). They life! I was quiet, full of fear, and tried to escape. I ran, and my friend chased me, tried to catch me and bring me back to that room. When I ran, I met with my other friend, my close friend (in my real world), he hit my chest for thrice or four times, with his powerfull. And I quiet again stared at his eyes, start to cry because of his did. And I don't know the place suddenly changed into waterpark. I lost at this place, until I went out, walk in road, in rainy day, walked and walked, tried to find how to go back to waterpark. Weird.

And in my second dream, there was my friend who tried to killed me, with various ways. I was fear, and really fear. He tried to strangle me with a rope. Until I went out of that house, he still tried to kill me with his plan. Then, the situation has changed. I got a mission to find beach. I walked and walked, embus, tried to find beach, but I never find it. What I got is I have lost, in place that I never know it. 

When I woke up, those fearness was still cling at me, not just for a day, but for a few day after I got those dream. And I know now, that's the power of the nightmare for me. I hope I never get it again. This realize me that every individual has a different perception about their dream. Ignore it or always remember it. It depends with every individual's aptitude.

So, it just a dream, so do not fear! :D

Oh sweet dreams, I still need you, please come to me in every my sleep :) 

Sabtu, 01 Desember 2012

Starts from me.

Lately, maybe you think that I often being galau (depressed). Why? Who? It was because.....

There was a thing that I should fix it. 1 word, but it can make your life complicated (yes, my life). It called "TIME". Time must be managed correctly. And everyone know that it's hard. So, what should I do is manage my time correctly and precisely. Manage for do assignments, prepare for Sunday service (periodically), all about organizations, and so Choirs practice. But how? Could I? Because everytime I tried, I always failed. Gzz~

"Oh time, could you be nice with me?"

"Could I have you more than 24 hours?"

Everything starts from me. Manage, manage, and manage. Write it on the paper, stick it in my room, hahaha.  Everything will better! Believe! Don't ever give up. Promise that I can get good marks, well do in every service, and give the best for my choirs. No matter how hard it is, how tired it is. I should do it all better than yesterday. Don't ever make someone dissapointed, that's the worst mistake. Give the best, keep fighting! 

and dont forget to.....


MANAGE TIME. -____________-


*dear friends, please help me to remember it :), hahaha


#spiritpost #formymotivation