Minggu, 30 Desember 2012

Sparks! :D

Yeah, tonight is New Year Eve!
  
" Oh New Year, why you come so fast..? "


Wish this New Year give the new me to be a better person..

*I love 13, my lucky number, so I think it's my time to SPARKS :D*

Rabu, 26 Desember 2012

Merry Christmas! :D

Hello all! 
I wanna say,

MERRY CHRISTMAS
everyone ♥

wish you have a wonderful Christmas :)
God bless you always!



"And man will live forevermore because of Christmas Day"
Jesus is born, no doomsday!! :)

Sabtu, 22 Desember 2012

My childhood on Christmas :)



Christmas is something that very close with everybody, especially for children. Christmas give many fantasies for children. Santa, gifts, toys, christmas tree, chocolate, snacks, and many more. Every child know Santa, the kind one in this world, who give many gifts to every child. 

Is it true that Santa does exist? 

When I went to home with my motorcycle, I was thinking about my childhood on Christmas. I can remember  and feel it :). When I was a child, I believe about Santa! This is the story...


My family have a tradition on Christmas, but it just exist when I was a child. Christmas is identic with socks. We hang up our socks and Santa will come to give something in our socks. In my childhood it was different, no socks, but shoes. At December 24th morning, I and my brother prepare for our shoe. We put our shoe in front of the door, then we collected grasses and put in the shoe. Done! Christmas eve came.. We both went to church. "Merry Christmas everybody! Merry Christmas! ....." celebrate it with the others. We went home.... We looked to our shoe, there was nothing, So we slept.... Good morning... My brother and me hasted go to see our shoe. And TARAA!! There was something! It was money. My mom ever said, "If you wake up at early morning, Santa will give you a gift at your shoe, but if you wake up late, Santa will bring it back!". That was the reason why I and my brother tried wake up in early morning on Christmas :D. At that time, I believed that it was from Santa, a real Santa (but the fact it was from my parents! hahaha). My family did it until I was in elementary school (4th grade, *because after that we grew up and know the fact, lol*). But this is the sense of Christmas, called childhood fantasies! "Santaa, please come to our home..". :)


The other activities when Christmas come, my family always did many things to prepare this glorious event. Every year, Christmas tree was always there in my living room. But this year, we haven't. A years ago, we still have a plastic Christmas tree. We have that tree since I was a baby, very long time! Before Christmas, my family made it together, decorated with lamp, trinkets, and stuffs. Because my family's tree has an old age, that tree can't be use again for a years ago... but, we have idea about bought a pine tree (real plant)! We decorate it, as usual. But at March or April after Christmas, the pine tree was fall and dead. When Christmas came again, we bought a pine tree again, and same with the preceding year, the tree was dead again. Hahaha. After that, I decide to make Christmas tree with myself for the next year. I made with cork, wire, green plastic, and paint. And the tree seen good :). But now, we don't have a tree. My mom asked me to buy a plant but not pine tree, then decorate it again. I agree with that idea, but we have no time for buy it. *sigh*. Except Christmas tree we also have Christmas cote, we also made it every year with Christmas tree :). Except those stuffs, we also put on a Christmas circle in front of our door. Ohh... so beautiful... :D


Christmas, I love it! 

Jumat, 21 Desember 2012

Mother's Day!


Today is Mother's Day! \(^o^)/

I LOVE YOU MOM :*

"I believe in love at first sight. Because I've been loving my Mom since I opened my eyes."





Melayani?


Sebenernya udah lama mau posting tentang ini, tapi belum kesampaian juga. Hahaha. Sekarang saatnya! Pumpung mau-maunya Natal

Melayani bukan suatu yang gampang dan bisa dilakukan semua orang. Melayani apa? Yang kumaksud disini melayani Tuhan. Lebih spesifik lagi, tentang Misdinar. Misdinar adalah putra-putri pelayan Altar yang tugasnya melayani dan membantu Romo saat berjalannya misa. Yang perlu diketahui dulu, seorang misdinar biasanya adalah anak-anak kelas 4 SD keatas yang sudah menerima komuni pertama. Faktor-faktor mereka menjadi misdinar ada beberapa macam seperti: keinginan sendiri, ingin melayani, disuruh orang tua, ingin menjadi romo, sampai ingin mejeng di depan juga bisa jadi salah satu motivasi. Seorang misdinar adalah anak-anak biasa, bukan anak-anak yang harus pintar, bukan anak-anak yang alim, bukan anak-anak yang bosan dirumah nggak ada kerjaan. Bukan berarti juga mereka nggak nakal dan nggak pernah mengumpat (bahasa surabaya-nya "meso"). Mereka hanya anak-anak biasa. Tapi satu yang menarik dari mereka adalah mau melayani. Nggak sedikit anak yang sudah terjun ke misdinar, ikut pelayanan, lalu keluar. Tapi tidak sedikit juga yang benar-benar setia, sebagai pelayan sejati :)
Mereka bukan anak-anak biasa. Kenapa?

1. Mereka rela bangun pagi-pagi, mandi (brrr) untuk melayani misa.
2. Setiap hari minggu, dimana anak-anak lain menonton doraemon, film kartun, dan sebagainya, mereka harus datang ke gereja dengan semangat latian (meskipun kadang ngantuk-ngantuk).
3. Mereka harus siap kapanpun saat mereka misa, untuk menggantikan misdinar yang nggak bisa datang.
4. Setiap mau misa besar, mencari sela-sela waktu setelah sekolah di sore hari untuk latihan dalam beberapa jam.

Kalau latian capek? Jelas. Dimarah-marahi? Jelas. Bosen? Jelas. Tapi mereka masih bertahan. Kenapa? Karena panggilan itu akan abadi dan melekat di hati. Secapek apapun, ya seneng-seneng aja, apalagi kalo ketemu sama temen-temen yang lain. Nggak sedikit juga orang tua yang bilang anaknya jadi berubah sejak masuk misdinar. Padahal yang tua-tua juga cuma ngajarin gimana melayani misa. Yah, mendidik juga sih sedikit-sedikit. Tapi mereka berubah pasti dari diri mereka sendiri, yang bisa lebih dewasa dengan jadi misdinar. :)


Wahhh... sebentar lagi Natal! Semangat melayani ya temen-temen misdinar! Jadilah pelayan yang selalu setiaaaa... :D


Hahaha, aku jadi kangen misdinar lagi :'), tapi sudah waktunya generasi baru, tugas kuliah juga padat. Fuhh~
Kalo umur ga nambah-nambah, pasti pingin trus :p





"meski jatuh, jalan terus.. :)"

from Adinda
for misdinar SS 

Senin, 17 Desember 2012

I do LOVE you.

Parent is the one who have loved us since we are born, since we opened our eyes for the first time. The one who always waiting us to grow up everyday. A thousand advices they gave to us, just to make us to be a good person. Nothing else. We, as a daughter and son, sometimes hate about their advices. Why? because we want to be free. But dear mom and dad, don't worry. Maybe you thought that I want that freedom so I can do all of my desire. "I'm not". I want to be free, because I want to increase my ability. What for? "For make you happy". You ever said that I always shy and don't have confidence to sing in front when I was young. But now, you can see that I can make your desire reached. You ever said that I can't make you proud, but now you said that you proud of me. To do those all, I need time. But maybe, I was wrong about manage it. You said that I didn't have any time for you. At home I just did eat, sleep, do homework. You said that I have changed. I'm not their daughter like a years ago. "When you was young, you always have time for us, watch tv together, laugh together, give a hug, share, go somewhere, help mom for cooking, etc.., but now you don't. You was too busy with your own work". 

....


What a deepest sorry for you, but all I did is my effort to make you proud of me :'(. I believe that you know about it. And I promise that I will give a time for our family, like a years ago. I still want to be your daughter, like a years ago. I will lessen my activities and never make you worry about me again. I love you mom, dad. You are my first, my last, and my everything. I will always miss you, like you miss me. 

because I do LOVE you. 

Selasa, 11 Desember 2012

Hakuna Matata!


Hakuna matata. It means “No worries”. –Rafiki (The Lion King 1½)

Hakuna Matata. These two words will solve all your problems. –Pumbaa (The Lion King)


No more Exams! yey! It's time to be free, although I must do some tasks. No matter. 

the most important is FREE form EXAMS. Aheeee *dance*

My Christmas is waiting ♥ Ah~

Nightmares.

Dream is really something for me. Something that could give me some hopes, some imaginations, and some fears. Some friends ever asked me, "Why you always got dream in your sleep? I though I never got a dream, if I did, I forgot it actually when I woke up". Those question made me asked for myself, why I had many dreams, and  in every my sleep, I got a dream. Since I was child, I surrounded by them. Sometimes I got a same dream in a different month or year. I mean, I got dreams with a "same" story twice for a year. Some of my dream that I ever had, I still remember. Remember how it feel and how the story was. These all that made me why I so fanatic and sensitive with dreams.

A question from me: "Why can I remember my dream for 3 months ago, but why can't I remember what my teachers said yesterday??"  superLOL.

Back to the topic. Nightmares. Nightmare is a bad dream, really bad dream. I got nightmares for a few days ago. It happened after I got an accident. Two days with different nightmare, but have same points. Fears, tense, and lost.

In my first dream, there was my friend who told me to see about mortuary. He told me to feel how if we died and he told me to touch and make a conversation with them (corpse). They life! I was quiet, full of fear, and tried to escape. I ran, and my friend chased me, tried to catch me and bring me back to that room. When I ran, I met with my other friend, my close friend (in my real world), he hit my chest for thrice or four times, with his powerfull. And I quiet again stared at his eyes, start to cry because of his did. And I don't know the place suddenly changed into waterpark. I lost at this place, until I went out, walk in road, in rainy day, walked and walked, tried to find how to go back to waterpark. Weird.

And in my second dream, there was my friend who tried to killed me, with various ways. I was fear, and really fear. He tried to strangle me with a rope. Until I went out of that house, he still tried to kill me with his plan. Then, the situation has changed. I got a mission to find beach. I walked and walked, embus, tried to find beach, but I never find it. What I got is I have lost, in place that I never know it. 

When I woke up, those fearness was still cling at me, not just for a day, but for a few day after I got those dream. And I know now, that's the power of the nightmare for me. I hope I never get it again. This realize me that every individual has a different perception about their dream. Ignore it or always remember it. It depends with every individual's aptitude.

So, it just a dream, so do not fear! :D

Oh sweet dreams, I still need you, please come to me in every my sleep :) 

Sabtu, 01 Desember 2012

Starts from me.

Lately, maybe you think that I often being galau (depressed). Why? Who? It was because.....

There was a thing that I should fix it. 1 word, but it can make your life complicated (yes, my life). It called "TIME". Time must be managed correctly. And everyone know that it's hard. So, what should I do is manage my time correctly and precisely. Manage for do assignments, prepare for Sunday service (periodically), all about organizations, and so Choirs practice. But how? Could I? Because everytime I tried, I always failed. Gzz~

"Oh time, could you be nice with me?"

"Could I have you more than 24 hours?"

Everything starts from me. Manage, manage, and manage. Write it on the paper, stick it in my room, hahaha.  Everything will better! Believe! Don't ever give up. Promise that I can get good marks, well do in every service, and give the best for my choirs. No matter how hard it is, how tired it is. I should do it all better than yesterday. Don't ever make someone dissapointed, that's the worst mistake. Give the best, keep fighting! 

and dont forget to.....


MANAGE TIME. -____________-


*dear friends, please help me to remember it :), hahaha


#spiritpost #formymotivation

Jumat, 30 November 2012

Hey Desember!

Hey Desember!
Nice to meet you, oh JOYFUL month
Everybody always wait for you in every year
Hey teach me how can you always be awaited for everyone :D

What can I do in this begining of the month?
Study, yes, final exam is here. Do the best, nothing else. 
Pass this exam as soon as possible, so I can take my freedom back, Haha!

So, this is my December Wishes:
1. Pass my final exam with good result. Amen.
2. Be more kind to everyone.
3. Give the best for everyone.
4. Could play game everytime and everywhere. *devil* 
5. Get a special Christmas give :)
6. Get more money, AHAHAHA.

Six wishes, for December. I wish they will come true ♥



Ahh! Last, I wanna say Happy Wedding to Haroro and Byul! 
Wish you full of happiness always :D

Jumat, 12 Oktober 2012

what a sweet song


Olivia Ong
It's Real


this is the second post that I shared about this song..
The first were long time ago..

My fave song!
full of love.. :')

"my heart desires to be close to you.."

Rabu, 10 Oktober 2012

oh thanks :p

Yesterday, I found a song, an old song, and it made me remember about my love in past. I felt like I'm in love again when I listened that song, whereas I don't. Then, suddenly my hand moved to open our pictures, then I saw it one by one. 

My little smile showed. :)

I just want to say thanks, and big thanks to you, you, and the other you who ever filled my heart. Thanks for all memories, you made me know what love it is. And you know, when I loved you, I really did :). Even you can't be mine, I know, that's the best for us. Me and you should find the better one. If ours true, we will meet again, someday. Thank you for your concern, your time, your "hope" that you gave to me. I really appreciated it. It was not my mistake, or your mistake. Me? I just the one who didn't know that would be fell in love with you. Never want it, really. But, my heart was belong to you at that time. Why? I didn't know. And you? You are the one who very nice to me. Maybe you never know that your attitude gave some hope for me. Maybe it because you really kind for me, eventhough 'sometimes' too much for me. But it just a past.. :)

Now I just want to be your friend, or more, bestfriend. Don't make those story break our friendship. Take the new book, and draw the new one. You with your love, and me with mine someday. Lucky that I ever meet you~

And once again, thank you. Because of you, I know how to love someone, with my sincere and earnest heart. We have a different way now. I wish you could reach your goal, your wish. Wish the best for us~ Find your happiness. I'll always here, if you need my help :). Be a better man! :D , bye~



Selasa, 02 Oktober 2012

think twice!

Kali ini tentang agama, bukan mau singgung, tapi cuma sedikit menerangkan. Ya, kita punya agama yang berbeda-beda, Kepercayaan yang beda-beda juga. Tuhan mengakui yang namanya perbedaan, Dia nggak pernah pilih-pilih orang. Siapa yang mengikutiNya, pasti selamat. Apa sih definisi mengikutiNya? berbuat baik, rajin berdoa, nggak berbuat dosa, itu sudah berarti mengikuti Tuhan. Nggak pake kekerasan, nggak pake kejahatan, itu juga sudah mengikutiNya. Sekarang, apa ada yang salah dengan agama yang berbeda? Okelah, kalau memang sudah menghargai agama lain, tetapi sayangnya hanya di depan saja. Tapi di belakang? Kurasa tidak

Jangan pernah menganggap diri kita yang paling benar. Boleh lah mengimani yang bener-bener kuat. Tapi hati-hati dengan imanmu! Merasa paling benar adalah satu kesalahan yang cukup fatal. Buat apa beriman kuat tapi membeda-bedakan? Buat apa beriman kuat tapi merasa paling benar? Buat apa beriman kuat tapi hanya menganggap hanya anda yang selamat? Bagaimana dengan orang-orang lain? Apakah mereka tidak selamat? Tuhan Yesus mengasihi setiap orang apapun itu. Mau agama ini itu, nggak beragama, asalkan dia bersikap beragama, Tuhan sudah senang dengan yang seperti itu, daripada kalian yang bergama tetapi merasa paling benar dan hidupnya juga penuh dosa. Agama lain juga punya tujuan mulia, kecuali pada mereka yang benar-benar sesat.

Apa yang lain tidak selamat? Menganggap yang lain seperti itu sama aja menghakimi orang kalo tidak selamat. Darimana kalian tahu? Hati-hati dengan imanmu. Hati-hati bisa menyesatkanmu. Tuhan sayang semua orang, Tuhan menciptakan semua orang dengan penuh kasih sayang.  Kalau seperti itu, dimana kasih sayang kalian? Sama aja dong kalian masalahin SARA. Jadi hargai kepercayaan orang lain. Baca kitab anda, berpositiflah, jangan dibawa ke pemahaman anda sendiri. Kalo kamu nggak menghargai dan merasa kalian saja yang benar, dosa nggak tuh? Coba deh dipikir lagi.. :) 

Kalo sepeti ini terus.. nggak damai-damai... hahaha..

Ini sedikit sharing aja, gara-gara berapa hari ini didatengin orang kerumah dan blablabla yang nggak jelas, dan nggak menghargai agama orang lain. :)



Senin, 01 Oktober 2012

Me Want!


TARAA!!!




Do you know this?
Yes. this is HAHA's Doll!
So cute, isn't it?
I want a doll like this...
:D

Minggu, 30 September 2012

what I want for a few month later


What I want:

1. Buy a small doll, which rare to find. I mean not a disneys or not a popular cartoon, like a teddy, girl or boy doll one. I will give a name for it and will bring it oftentimes, be my cute friend :*

2. Have a braces. My teeth is very bad, I think. I know it will hurt so much, but... I must have it.

So, what should I do to complete this desires? the answer is SAVE MONEY.

It's too hard. Rarwwrr!

Sabtu, 29 September 2012

Running Man!! :D




I'm the one of Running Man's Fans for now!
XD





Joong Ki 






Ji Suk Jin







Ji Hyo






Kang Gary










Jae Suk






Sparta Jong Kookie







Lee Kwang Soo







Haha Pororo, Yey!





I love all the members!

Jumat, 28 September 2012

hanya ingin menulis sejenak.

Memberi? tidak semudah yang dibayangkan. Penuh pengorbanan? Ya, tentu. Disaat kita mengharapkan sesuatu itu tapi tidak bisa, malah harus memberi. Memberi terus menerus bisa membuat bosan. Tapi itu yang harus dilakukan, bukan? 

Memberi bukan dalam hal materi saja, bukan dalam hal yang bisa dilihat mata. Menjadi dewasa adalah sebagaimana bisa kita berkorban dan terus memberi dan memberi. Tidak berarti penulis ini sudah melakukan, belum, justru sedang. Sedang berkorban? Ya. Pernah terpikir, apa aku berhenti saja memberi? Apa aku harus menyerah? Berkorban itu sungguh tidak enak, menyakitkan, dan menakutkan. Perlukah menutup hati? Hanya merasa sudah lelah, semuanya sama saja. Atau mungkin hanya kebodohanku saja. Maaf, kalau suatu saat, aku tidak bisa menerima, mungkin aku sudah sangat jenuh dan tidak ingin kembali ke lubang itu. Aku hanya akan diam dan menunggu. 

Semua akan baik-baik saja kok. Hanya aku dan Dia yang tahu. Tersenyum, dan harus terus tersenyum... :). Semangati diri sendiri dan semangati orang lain. Jangan menjadi untuk diri sendiri, tapi untuk orang lain. Tidak berarti satu hal tidak didapat berarti tidak ada yang lain. Masih banyak yang menanti. Hanya butuh waktu. 

Today's quote

"tidak perlu cantik untuk terlihat baik hati, tetapi perlu hati yang baik untuk terlihat cantik."

"we don't need a pretty face to look kind-hearted, but need a kind-hearted to look pretty"



:) adinda

Kamis, 27 September 2012

Rabu, 26 September 2012

the first? hahaha

This is my first cover that I publish..
I have made some, but never have a brave to publish it :p
Why? Because I always think that my cover is not good enough..
And I think this cover too.
If you hear something wrong in my pitch or lyric, I'm sorry for that :p
because I sang it before I went to sleep..
hope you can enjoy it! 
*so embrassed*




        

All this precious moment
With you by my side
Must be a gift from heaven
That's holding me all night
I don't know how I found you
I'm thankful that I have
Now that I have a love so true
To hold, to keep, to share
*
In my heart I can no longer hold inside
All of the love I used to hide
I'll always be with you until the very end
In this world there in no place I'd rather be
You are my life, my soul, my boy
You through it all I know
That you've come to see that you're the one till the end
All my friends around me
Say you'd be gone too soon
Baby I'm gonna make them see
We've found our way back home
(Repeat*)
We'll always be till the end....




Selasa, 21 Agustus 2012

bunga (?)


"Pada suatu hari Aristoteles bertanya pada gurunya, apa cinta sejati itu? Gurunya pun menjawab, berjalanlah lurus di taman bunga yang luas. Petiklah 1 bunga yang terindah menurutmu dan jangan pernah berbalik ke belakang. Kemudian dia melakukannya, tapi dia kembali dengan tangan hampa, gurunya pun bertanya 'mana bunganya?'. Dia menjawab, 'saya tidak bisa mendapatkannya, sebenarnya saya telah menemukannya. Tapi saya berpikir di depan masih ada yang lebih bagus lagi, tetapi ketika saya sampai di ujung taman, saya baru sadar bahwa yang saya temukan pertama tadi itulah yang terbaik. Tapi saya tidak bisa kembali ke belakang lagi, karena sudah ada yang mengambilnya'. Guru berkata, 'seperti itulah cinta sejati, semakin kamu mencari yang terbaik maka kamu tak akan pernah menemukannya'. 
Jangan pernah menyia-nyiakan cinta seseorang yang tumbuh di hatinya dan hatimu saat ini karena waktu tak akan pernah kembali."

-unknown-

Sabtu, 18 Agustus 2012

another phothoshot~


All do by BCL's SLR, captured by me.
Place: Coban Talun , Batu






Mixpod please.. -_-"

Hey mixpod, what's wrong with you? I can't update my blog's song, err.. no song here.. oh pleasee -_-"

L♥VE ?

What is Love?

Love is... 

when you meet someone and you don't know who is he. You are getting closer with him, try to talk, share, and laugh. Time by time, you feel that he is the one that you can to be with. Sometimes has a little complicated, but it will good again. Together, having fun, like he accept you completely. Until the time that you know that he is not yours. It can't be,      forever. He share with the other girl. He laugh with the other girl, and he start love the other girl. It will  hurt you deep, and really deeply. Hard tears. You find his happiness. But you are not. You think that you are the dumbest of all and say that he is so vicious. Just one question after a week, month, or maybe a year : When can I forget him?. But every single pray, you shout his name, and pray the best for him. And you let him go with his happiness, with your tear and smile. You will say, "These all because I LOVE YOU".


LOVE is HERE.


That's how every girl did, L♥VE

Time to redesign my blog :D

What I want to do :
1. Update my blog's songs.
2. Posting something.
3. Redesign my blog's layout. #I wish

Heyllo~

Hello my dear blogger! Long time no see you. Finally I post something in my blog after a long long time. Hahaha. You know what, actually I have a lot of idea to post something in this blog, but so unluckily, I don't have much time to do this easily.

Holiday, yes this is. I have at least 1 week to get free from everything sucks about lecture. But, there was a thing that still disturb my head now. What is it? JOURNAL. I haven't find my journal yet! Arght. I can't believe that it was so difficult to search. Maybe I must to start it now, *sigh.

Senin, 18 Juni 2012

Serata Dicanto ♥



June 23rd, 2012, will be the first concert for Coro Semplice..

~ SERATA di CANTO ~

Music of the evening...

Evening is the time of reflection, contemplation of our living value, our relation to other humans, to God..

Our hidden passion in relationship, our desire, our ambitions..
both divine and evil

Enjoy the humanities...

Coro Sempplice:
We'll present you the beauty of renaissance line (Sacred, Madrigals, Troubadours) and the touching harmony of World 20th Century Composers (Pateris Vasks, Javier Busto, Andres Vecumniecks, etc)...

Will be glad if you all supporting us...












conducted by Bagus S. Paradhika

Saturday, June 23rd 2012
at Chapel of St. Agustinus, SMAK Hendrikus
Jl. Arief Rahman Hakim 42-44, Surabaya - Indonesia
Open gates at 06.30

Regular : IDR. 50.000
VIP : IDR 75.000

COME AND YOU WON'T REGRET IT! :D

Reservations : 
Reny - 083857359391
or me, Adinda - 087852506826

mail : coro.semplice@gmail.com



Jumat, 25 Mei 2012

so MANY things ♥



WHAT I LOVE IN THIS MARVELOUS WORLD :


I♥Jesus

I♥my mom

I♥my daddy

I♥my brother

I♥my bestfriends

I♥my blackberry

I♥my laptop

I♥my iPod

I♥Sinlui

I♥Sinlui Choir

I♥Alouisia choir

***

I♥piano

I♥guitar

I♥camera

I♥photograph

I♥art

I♥song

I♥singing

I♥dancing

I♥drawing

I♥volleyball

I♥badminton

I♥swimming

I♥travelling

I♥cooking

I♥sewing

I♥sleeping

I♥dreaming

I♥eating

I♥playing game

I♥imagine


***

I♥green

I♥baloon

I♥flowers

I♥weddingdress

I♥baby

I♥doll

I♥trees

I♥stars

I♥sky

I♥cloud

I♥nature

I♥concert

I♥organization

I♥dog

I♥Pooh

I♥rainbow

I♥steak

I♥cartoon

I♥dress

I♥shortpants

I♥hiphop

I♥jazz

I♥classic

and so the other things that can't be written here.

and of course, I♥you who will be my love someday.



I love so many things in this world.

This is me, and IMYSELF.

 I neither smart nor beautiful nor rich.

but no one can be like me


Last,

ITHIS LIFE.





Rabu, 16 Mei 2012

kan tiba nanti :D

PELANGI KASIH
-Maria Shandi-


Apa yang kau alami KINI
Mungkin TAK dapat engkau mengerti
Cobaan yang engkau alami
Tak melebih kekuatanmu..

 Tuhanmu tak akan memberi
Ular beracun
Pada yang minta roti
Satu hal tanamkan di hati
Indah semua yang Tuhan 'bri

Tangan Tuhan sedang merenda
Suatu karya yang agung mulia
Saatnya KAN tiba nanti
Kau lihat pelangi kasihNya..

:)


God has a BIG plan for me, 
just be honest,
and I will see, I'll BE :D

Kamis, 05 April 2012

11.11

Recently, I often saw a twin number in my clock, like 11.11 or 11.44. Everytime I opened my blackberry, I saw that silly number. My friends said that "someone missing you",

is that true?
I never believe it


What's this??

April Wish~

These are my wishes for this April:



1. Be surprised!

2. Always move on.

3. Forget the past.

4. Always pray and surrender.

5. Could loving someone.

6. Get more friends :D

7. Smile everytime :)

8. Make the other find their happy life.

9. Be better in study.

10. Never give up.

11. Give the BEST!

noonie

Nothing to do... in this silent noon..

Just browsing,
watching youtube,
singing,
watching tv,
thinking about JF's video,
thinking about the other task,
and posting something is this blog

Did you feel 'freak' about my title post?
"noonie"
it just because I dont have any idea
hahaha XD

note for this day :
tried to forget the bad thing
be positive!
give smile to this world
to see everyone happy too :D

Sabtu, 17 Maret 2012

ORMAWA ??

Berat? Susah? Repot? Bikin pusing? Capek? Nggak juga.

Ya.. dibilang berat ya emang berat, dibilang susah juga susah, dibilang bikin pusing ya iya, dibilang capek, ya emang capek. Tapi.. Apa yang di dapet itu banyak banget. Banyak perubahan yang aku rasa. Ah masa??

10 poin perubahan:

1. Dari yang malu-malu kalo ngomong, jadi udah nggak malu lagi (mungkin malah malu-maluin kali ya? hahaha).

2. Dari yang takut kalo ngungkapin pendapat, jadi bisa lebih pede.

3. Dari yang nggak bisa bikin keputusan sendiri, jadi bisa.

4. Dari yang sukanya grusa-grusu, jadi lebih sabar.

5. Dari yang nggak bisa manage waktu, jadi bisa manage waktu.

6. Dari yang nggak bijaksana, jadi bisa sedikit bijaksana (nggak bilang kalo aku bijak lo ya, cuma sedikit :p)

7. Dari yang temennya dikit, jadi banyak.

8. Dari yang nggak ngerti satu sama lain, jadi ngerti dari sifat terjelek sampe terbaiknya.

9. Dari yang nggak bisa ini itu, jadi bisa ini itu.

10. Dari yang lemah mental, jadi kuat mental (wohoo! XD)

Perubahan baru terasa saat berat-beratnya. Semua ada maknanya. Percaya, pasti berguna di masa depan, nggak bakal ngrasa rugi. Yah, semoga begitu! :)

Confusion night.

Hello my marvelous world! Long time no see. Are you still okay? hahaha. Today I cull my time to post at my bloggiest. Yah.. tonight I'm so speechless. Many story that I want to tell, but I don't have time for it. Where can I start? Hahaha.

What a tiring week. Tired of study. "MID EXAM, MID EXAM, Why you kill me softly?" (with a sound like mirror mirror on the wall). I hate exam srsly. And it always come when I'm not ready to face it. Oh Jesus, please give me motivation to pass this with a good result. Amen :)
Hmm.. let's go to the point. First, I really miss my Senior High school's friends. I miss my Sinlui Choir team, miss the competition, miss the time when we truant from class and we practice long, and all day long. Sleep and laugh in front of "photography room". Run and play at BANGSAL. Oh, can I get my past back? I miss my classmates, miss my other friend, miss the teacher, and also miss the building. In every corner, there was a sweet memory.


Second, I confuse with my life. What will my life begin? Where should I bring my life to? Many desire that I haven't reach it yet. What stupid I am. I can't manage my time well, eventhough I've try it hard, I always feel it fail. I rarely help my mom and dad, and always spent my day long not in my home. I saw one hope at my parent's eyes, and they always whisper, "When you stay in home, honey?". Their eyes talked to me. I just feel, Am I a good child for them? . . . . .

Third, that's about heart. Srsly, at this time, I really fear to fall in love. I'm afraid I'll broke again. Now my mind set that more love, more hurt. I ever made a pact with myself, that I shouldn't fall in love with someone that I think it impossible. Once is enough, to hurt. I won't it happen again. It was really sucks, and damn. No more, please. But sometimes I think, when will my heart stop feels like that?


Fourth, I tired of this all hypocrisy. I hate liars. I hate your mask. Please realize it!


Fifth, I hope, I never get disappointments again when I believe with someone, especially my for my friends.