Kamis, 28 Oktober 2010

Have you ever think about this?

hmm..


Let's think and reflect this.. If you really know what "
love" it is, you will feel it deeply...

Who always make you smile?

Who always give the best for you?

Who always help you in every condition?

Who always ready to hear your story?

Who always say I loveyou?

Who always try to make you happy?

Who always pray for you?

With whom you feel comfort?

Whose hand that ever hold your hand too?

With whom you spend the night for dance?

Who ever made you blush?

Who ever help you for make your clothes and hair tidy?

Who ever give her hug for you?


and the last, CAN YOU ANSWER ALL OF THIS?


and what is your answer?

If you know the answer, It's mean that you know what LOVE it is, but if you don't, I think you are like a petty wolf who DON'T know about love.



" Look at me, you may think you see who I really am,

but you'll never know me"


I give up, from NOW.


Thank you for all, see ya in heaven.








for : "you"
from : me

Selasa, 26 Oktober 2010

LHAARR ! !

foto terbaru :)
I took this photo in religius class


Woohhhh!! Lama ga nge-blog. Gila, minggu ini super duper capek. I'm really tired. Everyday must to have a practice for dancing. Belum kerja tugas, praktikum dan sebagainya. Belum latian ini itu yang laen, tugas-tugas gereja plus lain-lainnya juga. The most thing that make me really tired is managing my time. I must to survive from this situation until 2 weeks later. Oh God, give me strength X| ! Shock juga ngliat nilai UTS yang menurutku bisa banget ngerjain tapi dapetnya pas-pasan. Apa-apaan itu. Depressed.

But I must wake, stand, and moving forward. Don't give up girl, and always think that you can solve this "part"! And I wish my effort isn't vain, amen. Walopun berat, tapi harus usaha. *Ga boleh nyerah pokoke*. "Yang kuat yang bertahan". 4 kata yang harus mulai disimpen di otak. Yah, SMA dulu emang udah berat. Tapi kuliah ini juga berat. Tapi tergantung fakultasnya juga. Kadang ngiri sama yang bisa santai-santai kuliah tanpa beban. Kayaknya kok enak gituuu.. :3. Tapi ini yang kupilih, harus dijalani, oyeh!




Oya, belum juga mikirin lomba-lomba itu mau dibikin kaya apa. Hm.. Semoga ide itu cepat-cepat datang merasuk di otakku. Hulahulahulahula* (tangan di angkat keatas sambil goyang-goyang plus nari-nari) --> stress, oyeh. Ya pokoknya ini superduper dah. Ini aja blogging sambil teler-teler @@~, biuhhh.. Pokoknya aku nggak mau sampe dianggap remeh sama orang-orang. Cheer up! *adoh ngantok ee*


Ada lagi! My big brother ini terkena cacar air, dan untuk beberapa minggu ini aku nggak bisa tidur di kasur tercintaku gara-gara itu anak (karna aku sekamar, tapi jelase beda kasur, tapi aku tetep gamau sekamar, takut ketularan). Oyeh, saya harus tidur sama mami saya *like a baby, oeeekkk~*, lalu dimana ayah saya tidur? Coba cari jawabannya!! Yang tau harap menelpon di nomer papi saya, kalo mau tau nomernya tanya saya, kalo anda beruntung maka akan saya kasi hadiah -.-" *tambah ngelantur*


Oke, the last, tolong bantu saya yaaaa.. :'D Ngasi semangat aja udah bagus kok, haha. Sudah ah, tired, sleepy, mana besok ada praktikum dan belum ngapalin sedikitpun. Ohhh~

Jumat, 22 Oktober 2010

2 weeks?!?!

It's inspire me


Woow!! Only 2 weeks before our performence. Just yesterday we were given task by Mr. Teguh to dance in "release" event. No concept, no idea, until now. Errgghhtt! Give me enlightenment, please. Think, think and think. You certainly can! XD

Rabu, 20 Oktober 2010

yes I can! :D



New assignment, new commitmen, new responsibility.

Yeah, 3 point of my mind now. Thank to choose me for publication committee :) . I promise to give my best, and I will work hard for the success of this event. What event? It calls FTRG. What is that? FTRG is "Food Technology Rally Game". This event is created for Senior High School students. This even is like a rally, there are many games and also questions. Let's join ya! :D I wish that I can enjoy this, and friends can help and cooperate well with me.

I know it's not an easy job. But I'll try to move on, give my best, learn and learn. I pray to God to lead and help me to do all of this. Because I must manage my time to all my activity. So many... But always I said,"Yes I can!!".


I wish get a succses ticket for this event


tumblr


my tumblr

Stop it.



I don't know why you thought like that. Am I imitate you? Obviously not. What for? I love myself, and I never think to imitate people, include you. What's the point for me? I'm not plagiarism, eww =.= . If there are similarity among us, maybe fortuity we have the same character or speculation. Let's learn for and from each other. If I got something from you, I really thanks. If you got something from me, no problemo, I'll give it.
And I don't know, why I'm a bit suspicious about you that you lie to me. But I still believe in you and I still reggard you as my bestfriend. I just want you to change, don't be childish like to think short, and please lower your ego.

I will be your friend during you believe me.

Minggu, 17 Oktober 2010

Sabtu, 16 Oktober 2010

I want it!


"six strings make thousand melody"


Guitar oh guitar, please come to me.. I want to buy guitar a.s.a.p! :( . I miss playin it deeply. My old guitar was broken and I want to the new one! Just pray, and wish money fall from clouds like rain (so impossible). Or maybe anyone want to give it to me?? :) hahhaa. I wish.


Jumat, 15 Oktober 2010

my heart is belong to you




You like a teddy bear that I love


I love you more than anything.

I will give my best it's just for you, only for you.

I still remember, and will remember forever all the memories.

When you hold me, when you give your love.

I never let ‘them’ go from my mind.

You teach me how to love, how to share, and how to smile.

We don’t know how long we can together.

Love will find the way.

If you are my real soulmate, someday we will be reunited.

I believe it.

Now, the important thing is to see you happy.

Find your true love, and tell me.

I would be happy, if you are happy.

I willing to cry, lost, and grieve.

I know you, how you are.

I can feel what you feel.

I know if you love me too, because you say it all through your eyes.

I can only love you.

And I love you as sincerely heart.

I’ll give it for you everytime



I you

Kamis, 14 Oktober 2010

new :D


New skin

New life

New post

New wish

New Ideas!! :D

my blog

Stories of this week




Fuhh.. Finally, blogging again, yey! After a long time, because of MID test which destructive my brain, ouch.

Totally, MID test DONE!! Owyeah. My head like full of thorns that fell from the clouds. Dizzy and giddy. My mid test opened and closed with practicum test, perfecto. Emm, I think I didn’t do them well. Maybe I must to have more time to study hard (HARD DINDA!). What a terrible week! Just resigned for the result.


Yah, forget the mid test, and go to the new topic. It's about someone in my university. He is older than me. Usually we called him eMWe ^^ , And I’m the bigest fan of him! He is smart, multitalented, and so charismatic. I love the way he taught me. His patience and clarity, *so awesome*. This topic is very hot for this week, for me, Gaby, and Yoyow. Hahaha. Never stop talking about him ! :D

:D

By the way, a few days ago, I heard a news, that I think it’s bad. Not bad for me, but for someone that I loved. Yeah, I didn’t know what they talked about, Is it for him, or someone else? But, my mind and friends said that it was for him. Hmm.. Did he understand what she said? If he knew bout it, I trust that he really broken, but how about him? Don’t know. I don’t know what he feel. But I will be ilfeel with her, if her make him broken and sad. I will hate her maybe. But now, I knew that ‘I will get the happiness when I see someone who I love happy too’. Like heaven knows song “That if you really love him, you’ve got a set him free” :)




Last, I want to say happy birthday to my lovely dad! Yesterday, Jesus give you one more age, wish you the best DAD! You’re still my hero, forever ♥ Have a bless birthday in your golden age, :D


“I'll try to make you happy everytime”



Jumat, 08 Oktober 2010

oh my ....


When I opened my eyes from my sleep,

There was a smile on my lips

Oh,

What a wonderful dream last night ...



I wish my dream will come true in this real world =)






♥ this SONG :)


I this too much J




Yeah, Hey hey hey (3x)

We've been deep in the trenches
Ain't that friendship
If I don't weigh's roses (but)
Everybody knows this
We stuck in this battle field
I know just how you feel
Standin' up for us (yeah)
I'ma be a soldier

You give me hope (hope)
You give me strenght (strenght)
I'd give you better
Than I could give myself
Always know that (that)
I got your back (your back)
Don't matter wherever
As long as were together
We've been through too much

We've been through too much
Time for us to group up
Come on and let's dance up now for us
This is our battle cry
Promise you that I'm certified
All we gotta do is dance up now for us
This is our battle cry

Hey hey hey (3x)
This is our battle cry

It's so hard when the night falls
And I don't get your phone calls
Your everything to me
You heal me when these bullets go through me
And if I had to retry
I know you'll fall back with me
And if you got problems
You already know whose going to solve 'em

You give me hope (hope)
You give me strenght (strenght)
I'd give you better
Better than I could give myself
Always know that (that)
I got your back (your back)
Don't matter wherever
Because we'll always be together

We've been through too much
Time for us to group up
Come on and let's dance up now for us
Standing up for us
This is our battle cry
Promise you that I'm certified
All we gotta do is dance up now for us
This is our battle cry

(Hey)

Now it's time to get focused
I aint saying nothing man
You already know this
So well call this a flow this
And if you need to swear
I'ma bring a boatless foatess
Now I don't need to sound so manotnis
If you need something from me
Call me I got this
And I don't give you need from me
And I'ma be right there when I need to be

We've been through too much
Time for us to group up (c'mon)
Come on and let's dance up now for us
(As long as were together we've been through too much)
This is our battle cry
Promise you that I'm certified
All we gotta do is dance up now for us (stand up for us-uss)
We've been through too much
Time for us to group up
Come on and lets dance up now for us
(Standin' up for us)
This is our battle cry
Promise you that I'm cerified
All we gotta do is dance up now for us
This is our battle cry

Hey hey hey (this is our battle cry)(3x)

This is our battle cry