euhh =.=a

I just feelin like "hahhh??? what is it? @@". I mean I stuck with this situation. Hey, where are you my truly friends? I miss my besties now, because they are the best for me, and never doing like that to me. Hey, Don't you know what the meaning of friendship? Friendship is never make your friends dissapointed. If we have a good friendship, we are like a family right? Let's think. I just want to make a good friendship, no more. Please understand. Have a friend is not chosen by how rich they are, how funny they are, how smart they are, how good they are, but friend is somone who care with you, and give the best for you. Don't think more. I miss my old friends so MUCH.

and one thing that I don't like is "a thing that unnecessary to be disputed, they disputed it". ERR. And the conclusion is "okey, this is my fault". Should I do like that "always"?? Please. Don't make a problems. I don't want the other friends judge me as a bad person, whereas I did like that for give my best for them. Yahh.. life never flat.. and I must accept this situation, and I believe that this is one of precious lesson for me.