crying inside.

I want to cry a loud to take this feeling out

I don't know why it happen again to me. Feeling really stressed, broke, and down. Many assignments flowed as a river, but until now I do nothing. I just can't do it if my mind complicated like this *sigh*. I have so many assignments, exams, job, church activity, practice, university's routine, etc. Enough to make me stress slowly, but I think I can solve it, IF I don't have the true problem called "heart".

I trust, If that problem not come, I think all of my problem is easy to do. I already know now and I realize that I'm liking someone. When did this feeling come to my mind? I just can answer : I don't know. I think I felt usual before, but suddenly the word "like" come in my mind. Yea I know if he is a good person. But I never think that I can 'like' him. But noww... oh waw, I fell in a world of love, damn. Plus with my dreams about him for four times,so awesome. It's killed me. It's not about I don't want falling in love again, but I just don't want it happen NOW. Give me time, please. I don't want jealous again, fall again, hurt anymore, and broken heart again. Just that.

What can I doin now? I still hope You Jesus, because You're my way. :'(

sometimes heart and mind can't be unite .